I saw her, I must be haunted
Can’t control it, she’s the brain in my head now
It’s killing, while she’s softly taking over control
I am lost in the deepest nights.
It’s killing me, it’s killing me
It freaks me out, it freaks me out
It’s killing me, it’s killing
If you think you can’t fight this, you’re loosing the grip.
Look at me now
This devil girl in me wants to come out
How far will she go
My whole life is just out of control
Look at the way
She’s taking over me, she makes me pay
Should she know that the old me is just better off?
See the darkness
Well, since she came, felt more badness
Pray to God she’s the one to blame
It’s killing, I’m getting mindless
Close the curtains, the backdoor,
The window in my sleeping room.
It’s killing me, it’s killing me
It freaks me out, it freaks me out
It’s killing me, it’s killing
If you think you can’t fight this, you’re loosing the grip.
Look at me now
This devil girl in me wants to come out
How far will she go
My whole life is just out of control
Look at the way
She’s taking over me, she makes me pay
Should she know that the old me is just better off?
It’s killing me, it’s killing me
It freaks me out, it freaks me out
The old me is just better off without
Better off yeah, better of, better of yeah
Better off without
Heroes
I guess that’s all i think about
Could they please get out of my mind
‘Cause this is just a waste of time
Let’s see who your true friends are
And give your life a new start
Silence makes the pace last long
Make decisions towards all
There are some things he said and wrote
They tell me stories like that song
Inside decensies are gained
But this never seems to end
Does he come into my closest circle?
I guess I gave feedback ‘cause of love
Interrupted ‘cause of thoughts
His eyes they made it so innocent
Just ‘cause I had fun
Little girl oh just wake up
Hope you’re not the one to blame
Don’t make the wrong decision
Don’t let it be a shame
I get upset bout all this wasted time
Now I go
Take outside the trashcan with junk inside my mind
Goes to show
I’m so fed up with all this BS in my life
Now you know I’m tired of always fighting always marching into someone elses army in a bloody war I didn’t start
I'm Not Okay
Wake up every day
She isn't here, she couldn't stay
But these memories won't go away
Pictures with smiles, say it's okay
But she's not coming back to me!
Just make me laugh then I'm okay!
Thought the pain would go away
But you're not coming back
and you're not here
to see if I'm okay
I'm not okay!
Is this all there's left?
How can I make you come back
When I don't know
Where you are
I'm not okay!
Is this all worth while
Time's just passing by
I hope to see you in another year
Try to convince me, smile
Does it help you sleep at night?
When you keep pretending, everything's allright!
When it's not!
Thought the pain would go away
But you're not coming back
and you're not here
to see if I'm okay
I'm not okay!
Is this all there's left?
How can I make you come back
When I don't know
Where you are
I'm not okay!
Teardrops turn into ink,
And I think,
It's time to go,
I'm sorry…
So here we are, in the shadows of our lives
Nowhere you can go, without saying goodbye
I know you're talking to the walls, they don't talk back
This is the story about a girl named Sarah Red
It's hard for her to say that she's lost
It's hard for her to give you all her trust
We're walking through the streets, right to her home
She doesn't care, she just wants to go
These wounds won't seem to heal
You said, you gave it up by now
You think you had enough
You wanted them to trust you now
She tried it, but she failed every day
It seems like she's cutting her pain away
And here her life seems to end
Oh, at that day
Hiding in the back, pretending you're not there
You wanted everything back, but you keep on chasing me
I have everything, I've ever wanted, yeah
But why am I so down?
Is there a problem? Yeah!
Complicated, these walls are closing in
I'm surrounded by the people, who don't interest me
This could be the end, so don't stop breathing in
You've heard things about adolescence
But now you start forget them, oh
It's the way you make me feel weak
I hate the time I have to spend here, yeah!
Agression, is only here because we are here
No more, no more apologies will fit in here
Leaders, will lose their way to honesty
And you'll be, just a civilian who doesn't need
Too many warnings in this nation
This is the life of a new generation
Yeah, we're falling, yeah we're falling down
Violence, everyone's afraid, this can't go on, NO!
Toys to play, in this land there are only guns
Step back, the only way you will survive
Is thinking, and hoping for a better life
I see you in the mirror where I stand in front of
Your blond stoked hair shines through the room again
Is it you where I see myself smiling in?
Hope this memory will be locked up in my head again
Cause I....
Think of you when I was a kid
And I try to remain all the things that we did
I hope you're happy
Are you happy now?
And I can't stop wondering how
Those are my memories...
I see you in my memory beside me
I kiss your lips and hold your hand
Oh, it looks so real
Have you ever heard of a guardian angel?
Oh, I want you back
But you can't come back
Hope you're my angel
Cause I....
Think of you when I was a kid
And I try to remain all the things that we did
I hope you're happy
Are you happy now?
And I can't stop wondering how
Those are my memories...
Wrong ended relationships, teenage rules who're never
followed
School is just a wast of time and the money I have isn't even mine
Friends come and go, your notes which are way too low
And the pimpels on your face and every boy that you once chased is
gone
Again……
What you gonna do, now time's so hard?
What you gonna do, when your world is fall apart?
What you gonna do, now time's so hard?
You'll just wait untill you find your lifeguard
Coming home from school, you're feeling like a fool
Because you blewd your science test again
Seeing your parents fighting over you
Cause you still took that tatoo
You know it's wrong, but you don't give a sh*t about anyone at all
Again…
What you gonna do, now time's so hard?
What you gonna do, when your world is fall apart?
What you gonna do, now time's so hard?
You'll just wait untill you find your lifeguard
Wondering yourself 'why!?' is that me in the mirror or is it just
someone else, someone else
This can't be good, this can't be me
It must be somebody that looks like me, talks like me or acts like
me
Again……
What you gonna do, now time's so hard?
What you gonna do, when your world is fall apart?
What you gonna do, now time's so hard?
You'll just wait untill you find your lifeguard
I heard that life is a wheel and it never stops turning
I wondering myself when there comes a day with learnings
A day with glory, a day without hate, a day with happiness
When does it come, when does it start, not feeling progress
In every state, in every land you will find problems that won't end
Heard this before, never remind it, it's not too late to open that
door
Have you heard about the airplane-crashes, which cost many people
lives
Have you heard about the killer man, who shot his two sons and his
wife
Have you heard about the future plan and the authorities who don't
give a damn
Have you heard about that drunken man, who killed two other people
and himself as well
In every state, in every land you will find problems that won't end
Heard this before, never remind it, it's not too late to open that
door
In every state, in every land you will find problems that won't end
You are strong, but you can't break stone, you'll find a shelter of
your own
You'll find a shelter of your own
You'll find a shelter of your own
Realise the help I gave to you and
can't you see, there's nothing left to do
I hope you don't fall in the hole again
cause I don't want this to end
but I can't help you all the time
I have just changed me mind
and I there was always someone else to go to
but I cant' help you all the time
I have just changed my mind
don't fall, cause than you're lost
Have you ever heard of grace
I asked for comeback, but I never saw your face
I hope you didn't lost all your trust
cause then you've lost
for now...
but I can't help you all the time
I have just changed me mind
and I there was always someone else to go to
but I cant' help you all the time
I have just changed my mind
don't fall, cause than you're lost
Constellations, I'm watching them with you
I don't know what the one is we're looking to
I feel your arms around my neck
I don't why you're feeling so sad
Now, you, are the one
The one, I still love
Now, you are are the one
Who keeps haunting me in my mind
And we gave up the grudge
And there must me a story about you and me
Yeah, we're living full collour,
We're living with pain
It's like a usual suspect,
With nothing to blame
As we're sitting down here
Drinking coffee, and thee
Talked about the early days
When we were searching our fears
Can you still find someone
Who's been thinking a lot
Can he tell you the story,
Than you and I once got…
